ah huh! back to exam mode =(

ohhhh! HOW SAD!!
I can do penyata penyesuaian bank / akaun realisasi.
but I cannot get a imbang amount!!
I cannot even do question 2 =w=

who said IT 100PERCENT out REKOD TAK LENGKAP??!!
haihz! it's easy but the maklumat tambahan killed me.
so I can't do it. and also, I don't have enough time to go through with it.

yap! ACCOUNTS KILLED ME!
I thought I can get an distinction for this subject!!!!
but it seemed that I can only get a B or A- =(

T_______________T

DIE FOR PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN.

Haha~ My mood turns better =)
I'm trying to cheer myself again and again.
lol.

NOW TIME FOR PRINSIP PERAKUANAN!
HAHHA! I had just finished Kelab Persatuan!!
I can do well! XDXD

xD

低落

唉，有点小低落。
就该忘记。

杜欣倩，你要加油！

Make Over.

arrrhhhhhh!!!
I feel like taking bridal course!!
how do you think?
I loved make up!
so that, I can make up for myself.
and also earn some money for a part-time job or any event!

so, how do you think? :)

My Life ♥

It's the time,
for me to express my feeling again.

I would like to introduce someone here...
who is important in my life..
who is precious to me..
who I loved so much.

yeah, It's you! =)

NONONONO! Don't misunderstand me!

SHE is not my BOYFRIEND!
but my BEST FRIEND!! XD
I love her so much! xD

we clicked well and our relationship go on like a house of fire.
we love each other.
we share our happiness.
we share our unhappiness.
we share our secrets.
and everything. =)

I really feel very touched.
you always be with me every break time we had during SPM. =)
I know you can mix Alex too.
you come to me.
we study together =)
rest together =)
and of course, have our MCD together XD
I'm really happy to spend time with you!

I really enjoyed the company that we had! =)
I'm glad to be your best friend in your heart!!
Love you, as always! xD

Last,
Ruby, Ida, Lu Yi, Han, Mei Yan, Wei Ming, Evon, April...
I do love you all too =)
you all are always in my mind!
do hang out together after SPM!

Evon baby! Even though we're not too close.
because we only hang out for one day.
not much time for us to communicate.
but you really make me touched!
I'm glad to know you ! =)
mwahs!

♥ LOVE ♥

朋友

对于另个你的问题，
我已经完完全全的放下了。
毕竟，你常常主动对我说话。
的确没有必要去把它留在记忆。
的确没有必要去把它放在心中。
把它慢慢的淡忘。
只把好的放在心中。
好吗？ :)
从那天起，你再度出现在我好友的名单上。
你的位置也不会比以前低。
我们是好朋友 =)
就算去ice skating，跌倒也会有你我的关心。
对，就是这样。
一个真真的好友。 =]
就是爱你 :)

我，笑了。

对。近来，有点不开心。
因为跟哥哥吵架了。
你说的一句，就像一把刀插进我的心。
然而你所说过的每一句，就将每一刀插入我的心中。
你说过的每一句话，做过的每一件事。
我都会历历在目。
对，我很介意。
眼泪，也不知不觉地流下。
正在考试，也不知不觉地想到他，仿佛它就一直干扰着我。
它，是烦恼。

一个尊重你的我，竟然让你说成我现在生气对你所说的fuck!而不尊重你。
一个对你好的我，竟然让你说道没有这样的必要去告诉你我对你有几好。
仿佛是我正在用心计，正要让你明白我的好，让你知道你自己错。
错，你的确实错的。

我用你的电脑，我想开自己的东西。
被你误以为我看你的东西，你没有错。
然而，我有错吗？
我错在什么？动你的电脑？试问你自己，你有没有？
对，我有错。但是你也是有动我的电脑的，难道你有权力，我没有吗？
难道你所做的事，我不能做吗？
过后，你误会了，也算了。
让你骂了，被你用着非常惹人讨厌的脸孔，近距离高高在上的骂我。
一个没有错的自己，真的很想一巴盖下去。
我没有，我知道我不应该，我不会，然而我也没有能力。

我生气了。
站起来，我说我没有看过你的东西！我为什么要骗你？之前我看过，虽然你不懂，但是我自己去告诉你。然而，我有什么point可以说到是我要来骗你？我骗你，为什么早上又要告诉你？
你说我玩，我没有。我没有开玩笑。我很认真。但是一开始，我的确有笑。
已经是控制的了，是还会笑，我又可以怎样？加上是被人抓到的那一种，而不是觉得很好玩而笑。

过后，你所做的，你所说的。完完全全伤透了我的心。
致使你真的认为我看了你的事，curse你妹妹有看下一世做鸡。是对的吗？
致使你真的认为我看了你的事，这样凶，又是对的吗？
难道你没有？难道以前你没有看我的信息？
看了还要特地留个言，说我无聊还是看了我的信息。
难道你没有吗？ 你没有错吗？
那时的我，又怎样？我对你做过什么吗？
叫你不要看之外，对你发小小的脾气。
你还要show你自己的厉害。依然是对的吗？

我的气，升上一百点。
也应该是第一次这样的生气。
大大力的关门结果弄烂了一道厕所门。
大大力的打桌子，为了要让你停你那把嘴，结果自己的手顿时麻痹了。
血向上冲，手的温度下降，脸的温度上升。
结果，脸，红的很。而眼泪，也流个不停。
当时，自己有打blog骂他，但是我还是delete了。因为很多fuck。
我不想破坏我的部落格，所以copy了去send他fb msg。
他回的每一句，每一样。
都不认为自己错，都认为我错。
还要认为我一直说我自己对，你错。
然而，我有吗？
还要说你回我短，就因为你知道跟我吵，没有用。
难道，你认为我不会气上加气吗？

我只是骂你，诉所有我对你的不满。
告诉你我有多讨厌的你态度。
告诉你你有多么的不尊重我。
告诉你你有多么的没有礼貌。
告诉你你有多么的不好。

你说我不尊敬你，我告诉你我对你有多么的好。
然而，过后你说我没有必要去做，没有必要去告诉你。

我说我没有看你的东西，你假装相信我。
却又curse我，然而不认为你自己所说的事情有问题，就因为。
如果我没有，这就不会实现。
但是，你应该要知道。不管有没有，这个都不会实现。
但是不管我有没有，你没有权利这样说。
我没有，致使事情不会发生，然而你口说出来的话，难道不会伤我的心吗？

你有去相信过我吗？
我告诉你了，如果我有。我何必要骗你。
我上次看到了，我自己去告诉你我知道。
然而，我有必要骗你吗？page是你自己开着的。关了你的msn就这样摆在那边。
你来了，我也没有时间开回msn。而你要知道，我没有时间开，难道我有时间换你page的那个page吗？如果我有看，会是看那个blank blank的page吗？

你对我的不礼貌，你都觉得你自己很对，对吗？

一个借我东西，从来不讲thank you的你。
然而，你要想想。不管是我在前在后借你东西，都会说thank you。

一个借我东西，忘了还我，结果搞得我一星期不能用liquid。
而我生气地sms你时，你回我，下星期还我 :)
然后，我生气地说那我不就不能用一星期？
你回过我什么？你说过什么？你有道歉吗？
你认为你错吗？我不需要你怎样的道歉，一句sorry。难吗？
一个星期后，回到来，你还给我。一丢，就丢在我的桌子。sorry也没有一句。
然而你有跟我讲话，而我，又跟你计较过什么？

一个我需要到你的电话，
还要对你做一大堆的解释，还有去你的房间求你。
还要去烦你，才可以借到你电话一用，然而我前与后的谢谢绝对不会少过2句。
用了，也要去你房间还给你。
而你，有吗？

一个借我电话，在你房间，喊一喊。
妹妹， 借我你电话，我电话没有钱。
一句。对，就是一句。
你借我东西，依然是我去你房间拿给你的。
而你，也不见得有讲过谢谢两个字。
到了过后，你也没有还给我。
还要是我去你桌子拿回的。
你，有说过什么？
而我，有计较过什么吗？

这种，叫礼貌。你懂吗？

什么是我爱用爸爸妈妈来控制你？
我何来控制你了？
我很肯定，我有小姐脾气。我会刁蛮。
而你，说我脾气大。难道，你会好过我吗？
我100八仙肯定，你脾气是大过我的。
知道你跟妈妈感情不好。
我也尽了我很大的努力去连好你们的感情。
而我说的这一且，原来就这样被你说成没有这样的必要去告诉你。


然而，今天的我，想通了。
其实没有这样的必要，这样的不开心。
这个也只是自己在成长的路途中所得到的领悟。
人就是要懂得寻找快乐。
不应该在自己不快乐的事纠缠不清。
是谁是，谁非。再也不重要。

两兄妹，就是切肉不离皮。
我知道，如果那天我没有send你msg。
我觉得一星期后，你又是如常的跟我讲话。
但是我不愤气。
我不喜欢被你误会的感觉。
我很在意你说过的每一句，很在意你说的每一件事。

什么事也应该在这个post里结束。
事情会有被淡忘的一天。

2012是不是世界末日。
大家，都不知道。
根本没有这个必要，去计较谁是谁非。
去让我自己痛苦。
去让我自己不快乐。
不应该。
人生有几长？
今日不知明日事，
明天，或许我会死掉。
明天，或许你们会为死去的我而悲哀。
到了那一刻，种种的领悟，种种的后悔，再也没有用了。
所以，要乘现在好好的忘记，好好的做回自己，好好的活在快乐中。

感觉

近来，有点小领悟。
在生命中，都会有开心和不开心的回忆。
开心的回忆带给我们一个美好的回忆，一个甜美的笑容。
不开心的回忆，虽然它们会沾湿我们的脸，但是我们会因为这一点而长大，而知道这个色彩缤纷的世界也有黑暗的时候。也让小小的自己站起来，做个坚强的自己。

对了，就是这样。
人就是那么的不满足。
当你是个小孩，一个人人都羡慕的角色，人人都疼爱的角色。
然而那时的自己，会希望自己可以快快的长大，可以做个高高的哥哥姐姐。
就算冲凉，也可以自己开水喉，不需要妈妈帮我们开。

慢慢的。
随着时光的流去，
小小个的自己，变成为了以前所羡慕大大个的少年。
然而，这时的自己，
每当发生什么不开心的事，无论是家庭，朋友还是爱情。
我们终会埋怨这个残酷的世界，这个反感的烦恼。
一直的问自己为什么为什么？脑里总是满满的问号。
慢慢的，
开始厌倦这样的生活。
开始羡慕自己可以当大大个的成年，可以有自己的权利。
可以说我要出去，就能出去。
对，就是那么的简单。

看看别人的小孩，好可爱的他们。
却又羡慕天真的它们。
他们不耍心机，不知天空有多大。
他们只在乎自己的感觉。
开心就笑，不开心就哭。
完全不会埋没自己的心情，只会做真实的自己。

小孩，终是有他们的特权。
觉得你很丑，一句，你很丑。然而，被骂丑的你不会生气，而是觉得小孩很真。
然而，到了现在的自己，说着的每一句话，都要经过脑袋。这样说会不会不好，这样说会不会hurt到人家。
假如一犯错，所有人都会说你很不好。
而自己或许又要白费不懂多少思维，不懂多少时间，来平复自己的心情。
然而小孩，哭一哭，就没事了。
有点像微笑pasta那样，‘笑一笑’ 没有什么大不了。哈哈。

对，小孩就是那么的可爱。
一个令人疼爱的角色。
一个成年人就是那么的自由。
一个可以做自己想做的角色。

然而，一个少年。
或许，今天妈妈不给你出去。就这样，不开心一大餐。
或许，和朋友发生了什么事。就这样，哭了大半天。
或许，和男朋友吵架分手了。就这样，痛苦了几天，几月。

对，这就是我们所谓的烦恼。
但是，这一切，也只是一个让我们长大的课程。
让我们明白这个世界，这个做人的道理。

不管是在每一个阶段，无论是小孩，少年，成人，还是年老者。
都会埋怨，都会生气，都会不开心，都会羡慕别人。
对，就是那么的不满足。
其实，在每一个阶段，都有不同开心的回忆，都有不同的领悟。

不知足的我们，应该学会如何满足。
应该学会如何享受你这一刻的开心。
应该学会珍惜上天给你的这一个时间，让自己在成长的一段路为自己上的那一课。
应该学会惜福自己所拥有的。
一个美美的家，
一个小小的房间，
一个舒服的床，
和一个完美的自己。

要懂得寻找快乐，而不是埋怨不快乐。

小小的欣倩自己心中小小的感觉 ♥
也希望小小的你，可以明白这个小小的人生道理 ♥

♥ Happy Birthday to Mae ♥

Baby oh baby...

Happy Birthday to you =)

Even though you celebrate your birthday during SPM examinations.

well, I still hope you will get a happy birthday celebration this year =D

and hope you will like the present that we shared for you =)

love you baby xD




♥ mwahs!! ♥

♥ Add Maths ♥

huhz...
was writing the post about Sunday just now.
but it was too long and I'm damn lazy and I feel like watching gong sam gai now.
so I have made a decision to ignore it first :)
after I have done then only I post it up.
since I have already recover my mood :)
there is no point for me to express my feeling here now.

errr... ADD MATHS!
walaos... when I'm waiting outside the exam hall.
my heartbeat is so fast and I can't control my feeling.
I'm damn nervous and worry.
cause I only start follow up my add maths since last night 7pm =/

then then... it was very lucky that I only don't know how to do 2question in paper1.
and I got lack of time to complete 3question of section A in paper2.
wow! My mind is stunned and nervous when I realize I got only 5-10minutes to finish 4-5question in paper 2.
I was.... huhz!!
damn scary.!! and my hands shaken...
until my graph in section A, [cos graph] is shaken too =w=
at last, class and teachers have been waiting for me for 5minutes.
just to let me tick the questions and tie the paper.
woaaaa... my hands is uncontrollable and I was very nervous that time.

my faces is reddish and hot as hell, my hands is cold.
while after I go out from the class, Hoi Mun asked me why is my faces so reddish =w=
I lose 14marks automatically in paper2.~
the feeling is so sucks.
but I think, most worse like, getting 60 for paper1, and getting 60 for paper2.
I can still get 66marks after divide 180.
so I think I can still afford to get the A-. for the worst thing to come.
huhz. I hope so. I know how to do d =(
I just out of time to do that =(

well, going to Science seminar tomorrow morning.
shit! have to wake up earlier again =w=
I woke up at 4am this morning =(

♥ Ended. ♥

♥ some of you pity me please!! ♥

Another day xD but I'm moody right now =(

hmm...
just finish Moral exams today xD
yeah! tomorrow is Add Maths xD
tomorrow is my day XD
my favorite subject xD
but this is not my forte anymore =w=
I forgot about this for quite long ago.
should follow up later.

I just sign in my facebook and I read something that pissed me off.
yeah, I get pissed again.
the feeling is so bad and unhappy.
I'm moody right now.
Do you think you have the rights to rude to me?!
my legs! my hand! is all because of YOU!
well, I will upload the picture soon!!!!
to prove the rudeness that you treat me!!!
I will never ever forget about that!

ok, make a conclusion here.
not in the mood now.
I was waiting for my favorite show.
but I wonder why I must be waited for so long.
SHIT!

♥♥ Maths ♥♥

wiiiii =D
I just reached home after having a lunch at outside just now :)
hmm... today's paper is just a walkover.
I still got enough time for me to re-check paper1.
but this does not happened the same when I sat for paper2.
I wasted a lot of time in graph question.
Because I draw it twice =.=
the stupid question created cheaply.
After I done (a) (b) (c) only I realize that (d) need more point which my graph does not have.
So I have to redo it. haiiihhhhzzz...

After that, I got no enough for me to check the paper again.
But it's easy overall :)
I don't know bearing in paper 1. =w=
and transformation in paper 2 =(
I don't which point is the point of enlargement. which point is the point of rotation.
however, after that I did write the answer at the last time.
got 80% correct =P
But I think maybe I could not get full marks there ='(

What I hope is I did not do any maths error there :)
XD gambateh!!
Ruby darling and Lu Yi baby,
how is you two's maths paper?
still ok? :)
It's ok afterall right? =D

♥ Another exam day ♥
♥ Mwahs! ♥

Maths paper is coming soon. ^^

Yeah, I had rest for 2days ==
haha! I thought I will study.
but at last I ended my day in front of computer.
lol.

My eyes is reddish and very pain now.
I scratch my eyes this morning.
and now.
I have to face the mistake that I done this morning.

Well, nothing much.
Just feel like blogging suddenly.
I feel very happy today. haha!

After Maths, Moral and Add maths...
We are going to finish our exam soon.
haha.
It's great.
but for all science stream students,
your nightmare is just started tomorrow...
so, good luck for all of us! :)

P/S: I found that many candidates who never take add maths feel maths is a very tough subject.
actually maths is just a very easy paper.
try not to give up on this subject k?
Good Luck! :)

ESPECIALLY RUBY TAY SZE YIN.
YOU DID STUDY VERY HARD.
DON'T GIVE TOO MUCH PRESSURE TO YOURSELF.
JUST TRY TO DO.
IF YOU DON'T KNOW THAT QUESTION, THEN YOU SKIP IT.
DO THE EASY ONE FIRST!
DON'T STRESS YOURSELF.
SPM MATHS IS REALLY A VERY EASY PAPER IF COMPARE WITH YOUR SCHOOL PAPER.
SO, GOOD LUCK AND I LOVE YOU! :)

Oh yeah, Baby Luyi called me yesterday.
She asked me to have a vacation at Melaka after SPM.
It's too bad that it crash with my PPS annual dinner. huh.
See how is it la :)

yeah xD ♥♥ Maths ♥♥

Speechless.

I'm depressed lately. T.T

I hate everything happened in my life.

I though I could put down unhappy memories.

but it was not.

It's too bad that you could not online now.

It seemed the God don't hope we get happy again.

=(

Yeah xD I'm back again =P

♥ Second day of SPM ♥

I had finished my BM SEJ and BI- the subject that I worry so much.

wow! I'm super happy and lucky enough for today!
I did read up some story line essay which written by my favorite tutor, Mr.Ngooi.
I'm super lucky that I can write one of the compos with the title in the exam!
wow! How lucky am I?!
I did used the same composition story line when I sit for trials.
I still remember that I did memorize the compo during trials.
Even though I did not read a billion of times of that storyline.
But I still can remember clearly and I did read once last night :)

hmm.. the paper 1 is quite easy for all SPM candidates :)
I could not do Monsoon History T.T
I'm not sure that my answer for novel is correct or not.
cause that is all from my mind. I don't expect the question will be like this.
I choose that Kino choose to go back La Paz and flung the largest pearl back to the sea after the sudden death of his son, Coyotito.
I don't know it is right or not cause Chien Hoong said that I was wrong? maybe.
haha. I wonder.
heee... I got confidence to get a distinction for English :) but I scare the scale will increased.
yes, this is only what I worry about.

well, Sejarah is a tough one for me. xD
hahah xD nothing much of this subject. I only hope that I could pass it. lol

heee.. xD I'm resting now xD
I still have 3days more to continue my test. haha xD
what a nice break for me :) so that I could have more time to study now.
yes, I did on my study mode :)

CiiAoo~♥

A tiring day.

huh..
I had finish BM papers and Sejarah paper 1 today.
It was a tiring day.
oh yeah, super tired.
my muscles is so pain that I think I shoulder is too stressed.
my right hand is so pain that I wrote a lot of words in BM no matter BM paper1 or paper2.
my blue pen was new and used up 50% of it.
I just try to throw everything that I know.

I did put a lot of peribahasa and one pantun for my short essay and of course, the long one.
but it's too bad that I'm worrying I put wrong or do any mistake cause I got no time to check my words.

It makes me worry much and I was super tired today.
I was asleep at 12 last night and get up at 5am this morning.
I only slept for 5hours! It was killing me! =(
My eyes is closing but I got no time for me to rest.
I must study BI and History today.
I think I must get up at 4.30am tomorrow.
to get a fresh mind, study in early morning tomorrow.

how?

Life is so hard. =(

I hate exam days. ♥

The beginning of the war.

Tomorrow will be our first exam day.
Yeah, we still got 20+ more days to finish our exams. haha.
So, everyone be prepared with your stuff.
Sleep early tonight.
Get a sufficient sleep do help a lot.
Try to buy a chocolate bar, and get a 100plus :)
It works too.

All the best for you and wish you all would score exams with flying colours.
Remember to take good care of your health.
Drink more water, of course!
ANTI DURIAN!

Do your best and do not make yourself regret next time.
I love you :)

Here is the war in my room.
My bed is full of BM notes.
I have been study BM from 3pm until 10pm. ><
Pity me please T.T















What you think you are, what you think you can, what you think you understand! :)

berakit-rakit ke hulu,
berenang-renang ke tepian,
bersakit-sakit dahulu,
besenang-senang kemudian.

It means, bersusah payah terdahulu untuk mendapatkan kesenangan kemudian :)

So for all SPM candidates,
do happy that exams start from tomorrow :)
So that we can have fun after that. muackss..

best regards. [copied from Hui] xD

SPM.

SPM, you're so bad.
why do you want to come so fast?
why the time passed quickly?
I hate it.
but I think we should cherish this moment.
We could not take public exam like this anymore.
yeah, this is the last one, and we should not let us regret when we get our result on March.
today, yeah. It's today.
I start study for History.
I did memorize some points of it and I hope that the tips are really works.
cause I did not study for all but just ramalan this year.
Hope everything will be fine, now and then.

As Chun Yau said, I lost my confidence when I sit for PMR.
Yes, me too.
I lost it too, and I do not know what can I do now.
I lost my way.
I scare, I scare I could not get a good result for SPM.
But I cannot blame anyone, cause I'm the one who do not put concentration in this exam.

My parents never put any hopes to me.
My mom just hope that I could pass my Malay.
My gosh, I'm so weak in her eyes.
And it makes me feel more comfortable. maybe?
at least I did not have too much pressure.

yeah, my friend. regret for now is better than after this.
please on your study mode.
and try to study everything you could, do your best.
memorize History and throw it out on your exam paper.
even though there might be a end of the world in 2012.

I will try my best for this exam.
and you too.
please don't make yourself regret next time.

SPM! =(

We will sit for SPM examination after 3days..
I getting nervous =(
cause I haven't start my studies yet =(

I worry Add Maths the most =(
cause I want to get A for this =(
but I think this is quite hard for me now =(

however, I will try my best out of my best to sit for this exam.
hope all the best to me =)
I think this post really is my last post until SPM~
lol xD hope so =)

wish me all the best =P

莫名其妙

我最喜欢这张 xD



















好就没有带隐形眼镜了！没有化妆的哦~




















宝贝说我的照片好像没有穿裤，我可是有的呢！=P



















我的最爱
















某名其妙的，我感到非常不开心。
你问我，为什么？
我真的不懂。
我到底在做些什么，我也不懂。
或许，随着光阴的迅速，也因此而开始成长，开始懂事。
烦恼也变得越来越多。

笑，开始是我平时所佩戴的面具。
我很肯定，当我笑时。我是真心的。
但是当我自己一个人时，却觉得...
我不懂，感觉，有点累。

对，我真的累了。
有点无奈。
总觉得自己心理变态。
我根本就没有原因的不开心。
无聊。是，这是废话。
我很想有些人，来告诉我。
我到底为什么不开心。
但是，是我，我都不知道。
难道你会知道？呵呵
或许像daniel说的，因为考试，我压力很大。
随便啦~我就是那么的不了解自己。

今天跟宝贝去看2012哦~
有点感触。
说真的，其实，我会相信这一天的来临。
如果世界真的是末日。
我可以做些什么?
我才17，我还有很多事情要做。
戏里的一个富有爸爸，为了救自己的孩子，牺牲了自己。
我哭了，我真的哭了。
看了过后，我真的害怕。害怕那种亲人/友人离开的感觉。
死，我并不怕。不让我痛，就够了。
要我看着自己的家人，自己的朋友死。感觉却是生不如死。
这一幕，并不是感动的哭，而是悲伤的哭。

我们的约定。

I'm back again =)

hmm...
nothing much for this post.

I feel depressed.
My friends who around me having problem in their life =(
yes, including me.
but my problem have been solved and I don't think it will repeated in my life anymore.
I feel very sad when I knew you all's situation.

Well, be tough my babies =)
SPM is around the corner and we should concentrate in examination.
Am I right?
We had spent 12years from primary till now.
yeah, we're going to leave our school.
SPM is a examination to judge us and we must try our best to sit for this exam.
so, every problem put aside first ok? =)
Our future is depending on this certificate.
and I really hope that you all can stand up ~
be a tough one =)
cheer up~ babies.

I think I should end up here. Don't feel like talking much because I don't hope to let people know what is this. lol
my babies, just want to let you know that I really care about you all =)
but.. maybe you're not reading my blog~ haha =)
I will stay by your side when you need me =)
do drop me a phone call if you're unhappy.

oh yeah. SPM is coming ~
although I still haven study for exam ~.~
[studying gong sam gai and fu guai mun =X]
but I think I can study from now on =X
At least I know abit from that. lol

for all SPM candidates...
all the best in your exams. =D
and please =) take good care of yourself and do not sick during examination period. =)

la la la~ I'm going to watch 2012 this friday =PPP
I can't wait to watch this =P

=============================================================
end up my post with a motivator @@ lol.
my friend sent me these. do have a look =)

Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih.

berakit-rakit ke hulu,
berenang-renang ke tepian,
bersakit-sakit dahulu,
besenang-senang kemudian.

6days to go for our exams. many things can happen in this period.
so, take good care of yourself. make some history out of your family.
u can do it. don't do it for school. but do it for yourself.
what you think you are, what you think you can, what you think you understand.
it's time to prove it now. good luck =)

ended. =)
wish you all the best in SPM examinations.
muackz. xD

Saturday ~

At first we're going to dinner with my relatives~

but cancel at last minute~ >< so I just take some pictures before I put off my contact lens =P [make up-less~ lol xD just put a fake eye lash for photo shooting cz I wanted to try my new eye lash =P]

I'm trying to promote my new fake eye lash =P nice? =P



















I love this effect =P

yes == I'm super sien my hair ==

puzzle effect =P

and the last one~ =)

Upload for fun. lol ~
You may ignore it. =P

T_________________T


I want to watch...

GONG SAM GAI~
&
THIS IS IT
&
2012
&
POKER KING

WHY THERE ARE MANY FAVORITE HONG KONG SHOW AND MOVIE OF MINE WHEN SPM IS AROUND THE CORNER?!


WELL~ I'M WATCHING GONG SAM GAI =P



FOR MOVIES~

I'M
STILL
CONSIDER
FOR
IT

!!

I
LIKE
TO
DO
WHAT
I
LIKE
TO
DO

=X

I
KNOW
I
WILL
REGRET
NEXT
TIME

=(

WELL
I
DON'T
EVEN
CARE
!!

=P

I
WANT
IT

SO
I
WORK
FOR
IT

=P

我

近来的我，很烦。
不管在什么情况，头脑好像没有停过。
满脑子都是不好的事。

在学校，在补习，在朋友的身旁。
我笑，然而我的笑就像是带着面具的我。
我累了，真的很累。
一切发生在我身上的事，的确令我感到很疲累。

满脑子都是问号，
一个自己常常问自己的问题。
为什么，你对别人好，别人不一定会对你好？
是的，我的确不懂要怎样回答。
我很执著，我不像健泓。
他认为对的事，不管别人说他错。他就是对。
然而我，我认为对的事，别人不是这样想，而我想的是，为什么你会这样想？
但是，我一直都没有答案。
或许这样，我的头脑也因此烦恼。

近来的我，每一刻都在烦着我的事。
或许，只有睡眠，让我休息。
而在这样的时刻。
妈妈，是我最大的安慰。
我很开心，很幸福。
因为有你。

考试要到了。
而我，可能是自己的问题，搞到自己完全没有心机读书。
但是我自己也是贪玩啦~
而妈妈，对我的照顾，是无微不至的。
现在每一天，都要去seminar到晚上10点半。
妈妈看到我这么迟睡，又要这么早起身。
就在我会来之前，在我房间点蚊油，开冷气。
好让疲累的我，一回到家就可以入眠。
是的，我的确很感动。

今天早上，我睡到11点半。
哈哈~难得的事。
下到客厅。
看到妈妈在休息，看着戏。
而他告诉我，因为他不知道我几点起床。
所以他order mcd给我~
等我起床就可以吃了。
知道我不喜欢起床就冲忙得出去。
他选择了mcd~好让我在家休息，在去等下的补习班。

星期五，小学的水果很好吃。
所以买了一包，给我亲爱的妈妈。
虽然，他没有说什么。
但是我知道，她应该会很开心。
而我，也很开心。

有点不好的想法。
不如，就让时间停顿。
因为，我知道是考试。
妈妈才会这样照顾我 =P
我知道他，他一直都很疼我。
但是，现在的她，真的很好。
我要拥有现在的你~ 可以吗？ 哈哈~

当然，我不能做到。
现在什么都不可以！
考试~我要来了。
过后，我就可以玩乐。
所以，我会向你挑战。
而你，不要走咯~

妈妈，谢谢你。
我爱你。
我感到骄傲，因为...
我有你。

一个新的开始/感人的一封信息

到了今天，事情终算告一段落。
我的头脑，不停的转。想到了很多很多东西。
但是我没有再讲了。
虽然这些是我更不开心/生气的事，但是我觉得也没有那个必要再去讲了。
毕竟事情已经解决了，那就算了。
也不需要放在心上了。 =）

现在可是11.26pm。
吓，我竟然还没睡觉？哈哈~对，我看了某人的部落。
还有，今天的事，一定要写下。
给自己一个交待，还有两个感触。

刚刚上完seminar，
老师说到，
一个学生得到了15A，一个得到了10B的学生。
而那时的我们，都为15A的学生而大笑，为10B的学生而感到可怜。
我怕，我很害怕。
我怕我会是10B的学生。
毕竟，我什么都忘了。也没有怎样读过书。
但是，我会努力。我会为自己加油。
我会尽我的全力在这短短的时间读书 =）
大家，我们的前途，我们的面子，都是看这一张文凭。
所以，我们都要加油！=）

今天我去找***。
毕竟，上两次找他，他都没有回我。
我之前认为他在烦着他的事啦~
所以今天，出自我的好奇，我就去找他啦~
而他没有回我。我的心。
突然，很不舒服。
或许近来有很多不开心的事发生在我身上，难免心理有点阴影。
所以头脑再度往悲观去。
还以为什么事他逃避我？
然后他回我了~那时是他不在而已啦~
心也定了下来~告诉了他。他告诉了我一样事情。
被别人诬赖实在很不好受。
过后我去sms他，当时他在补习。
而他回我的信息。
看了的我，真的很感动。
我不明白，为什么我的眼泪会因此掉落。
我没有内疚，因为我没有做过。
然而，我开心我感动的。
是我什么都没说，你都会选择相信我。
你没有对我有质疑。
认识到你，是我的光荣，是我的骄傲。

那一时，那一刻。
我才明白，朋友之间的相信是最可贵的。
如果当时，我是他，同时相信你的话。
或许我们之间就不会发生这样的事。
但是我觉得吵架是可以足进感情的。
我知道，我们的感情会更好。 =)

有点无奈，有点不明白。
我不断的问我自己，
为什么我没有做过的事，别人讲有？
我相信，他[另一个他]没有讲骗话。因为我知道他不是这种人。
但是我不明白，我真的不懂。
或许，上天要我明白这个道理。
还有，过于innocent的自己，也是时候长大了 =)